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2005-09-04T01:44:00.000-07:00

MOVED!
http://twang-.blogspot.com

too many things to say.

2005-08-27T01:52:00.000-07:00

so much has happened. there's too much to type.

well i'll try to keep my blog updated though. i said i'll TRY. haha.

BYEE.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly-

BMW over! china people!

2005-07-26T11:52:00.000-07:00

book and music week over. how sad. wanted more of those ridiculous games. and better, no lessons. i dont understand whats the WEEK doing at the back of BMW when it ONLY stretched for three days. AND they combined it with racial harmony day too. sighs.

cai xiang middle school people are here! they're from china. i got a pretty one in my class. (: haha. damn cute la they all. especially during pe. they didnt really know how to hit the volleyball. but i think they were better than tang. ((: haha.

height and weight during pe. i put on weight! )): but i grew! YAYYY. im 156cm now. mann im proud of it. ((:

cas starting soon! )): must study study! KIMBERLY HO!! ((: the only person who i seriously study with. i think. haha.

trng today was really FUN. haha. there was like only 10 of us. and there are like around 20 b div girls? i dont know la but some people just pon. SIGHSSSSSSS. haha. did a bit of the fitness trng stuffs. static holds, crunches and all. however you spell it la. :P then after that sat down in a circle and talked. TALK ABOUT BONDING. ahaha. were discussing what to do for cip. i want to sell flags! but serena and all the other seniors say its DARN tiring and not fun. but i still want! ive never done it before! )): haha.

macs with erny after trng. met kim for a while then left. yeah.

read finish harry potty. DAMN NICE. like TONS better than order of phoenix. thats what i think la. half-blood prince damn sad. )): almost cried. HAHA. damn snape i just want to strangle him. AND draco. ((: i'll miss dumbledore! HAHA. ((:

okay shall stop here. BYEE! love love.

wake me up
when september ends.-

war of the worlds! BUTS little mermaid tmr! YAY!

2005-07-16T03:04:00.000-07:00

war of the worlds with erny before tuition on friday. it nice. ((: and oh so sad i missed alot like love. now i have to wait for dvds to come out. fantastic 4! ((: AND OH OH OH THE MAID, BEWITCHED, CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY AND KING KONG! ohmy cant wait mann. ((:

parents and sidney in malaysia. left this morning. if im not wrong they woke up at 6. like omg la. super early. i think they didnt wanna get caught in the traffic jams and all. HA.

AND HARRY POTTER IS OUT! and deborah read finish already. she is seriously a freak mann. reading that WHOLE book in a day. unbelievable. i cant do that. :P so sad my brother's missing it. HA.

oh oh oh! ballet under the stars, Little Mermaid tmr with the ballet girls! ohmy that SO rocks! cant wait mann! haha. ((:

oh had the streaming talk today. seriously i didnt get anything. i only paod attention when miss lam was talking about chinese syllabus b. haha a few of us actually thought of going for chinese syllabus b! haha. other then that, the talk was really boring. to think i skipped ballet class for that. )):

class was good today. pointe is making my archilles hurt. HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT LA. :P haiya very pain. hate doing pointe now. AHH.

okay okay BYEE! love love.

Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster-

wild wild wet again!

2005-07-06T00:17:00.000-07:00

wild wild wet on monday. damn the tan is freaking pain. i hope i dont peel so badly! )): and i hope the brown would stay on longer. ((:

THANKS FOR THE CACTUS YOU WONDERFUL GIRLS. ((:

and and and, schools just boring. )):

truth or dare with jocelyn kitty and ivy at mccafe today. ohmy it was really disastrous. me and kitty had to dance ballet on the HUGE empty space. people were like staring at us. so scaryyy. then me and jocelyn had to go up and ask people 'hi. am i cute? am i pretty?' i know its typical stuffs but i never really played SERIOUSLY and this was serious. haha. so fun. ((:

okay, BYE. ((:

emdd! bye birthday!

2005-07-01T02:09:00.000-07:00

well, there goes my birthday. thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday. love you all. ((:

thanks laura, alicia and sam and ranice! ((: love you three and thanks for the presents! ((:

emdd with kim was good. kim cut her hair after school. it took like 1 and a half hours LA. like OMG right. then went to kims house. then took cab back home. dropped erny off at her house and kim came to my house. yupp.

oh wore a black skirt and my blue racerback in the end. NO NEOPRINTS LA. )): haha. no time la.

oh kc syf dance was nice. and mann the drama is cool. and surprisingly, so is the chinese cultural society! it was damn funny! haha.

okay today has been real fun. THANKS EVERYONE! ((: lovee. BYEE!

my birthday! ((: YAY!

2005-07-01T00:22:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEE!! okay i should shut up. ((:
emdd, omg STRESS. i dont know what to wear! )): can die of thinking too much. okay i will shut up.

out with kim and erny after school, after cutting kim's hair, after going home and after bathing. TOWN! its been AGESSSSS. haha. ((: YAY.

OH. i seriously seriously think is anorexic. im pretty positive. okay maybe not. )):

okays. BYEE! ((:

This city's made us crazy and we must get out-

school starts.

2005-06-29T01:23:00.000-07:00

school. )): so tired of studying and crap. and i have the worst teachers in the world. okay fine not all. :P

ballet after school. )):

i really am sorry. i explained! you wouldnt give me a chance. i agree with what you said. friendship is SO fragile.

haiya im just so screwed. i am the cause of my own misery. and it sucks.

well, its just back to crying everyday then.

class tmr but i cant go. got tuition. quite happy also, anyway.

im in no mood for lyrics. im not even listening to music.

miah's and miss lee's party!

2005-06-25T04:28:00.000-07:00

took bus to class in the afternoon. class was good. my knee didnt hurt at all. LOVE IT MANN. ((:

after class got really pissed with everyone. they wanted to change plans and come over to my house to bathe instead of jocelyn's house. then i talk to my mum for quite a while then when i put down and told them the plans, they say haiya 'dont go theresa's house already la. jocelyn! go your house la.' then i was like 'okay. fine!' called my mum and all then they just couldnt make up their freaking minds on where to go and stuff. got so pissed with everything i just left and took bus home.

bathed and all. then went to miss lee's. really wasnt in the talking mood and all. THANKS JANET. ((:

then ya just lazed around in the playground. ate and stuff. played with ningxuan! OHMY SO CUTE MANN. she's so adorable! haha. and seriously for a one year old, she is darn smart. ((:

oh i forgot to bring my swimming costume so i walked home with janet to get it. haha. so long the walk. so tired. HA.

oh! after that dont know who started taking kitty's slipper so in the end they took some of our slippers and went by the poolside to play 'boat' with our slipper. HA. then i dont know but somehow kitty ended up throwing janet's slipper far in the pool. but not SO far la. HAH we tried ways to get the slipper back and then the security guard helped us get it. HA.

then we were really itching to swim and all. but we had to wait till miah's cake was cut. so ya at about 9+ they took out miah's cake. the cake was nice. really chocolatey. ((: then ya WE WENT TO SWIM! ((: haha took off our clothes and all. jumped in the pool. darn cold. played what is the time mr wolf, piggy backed each other and jumped on each other and stuffs. haha. was fun. until the security guard told us that the pool was closed. )):

at about 10.30 we got out of the pool. went up to miss lee's house. wanted to watch their veggietales thingy. BROCOLLI, CELERY... -sings. haha. so cute. jordan was singing. but we ended up watching madagascar. haha.

THEN THE EXCITING PARTS COME.

then at 11.45 kitty and jocelyn went down to get the cake from kitty's mum. THEY FORGOT MATCHES! cos ALL the adults were sitting right in front of the main door so they definitely couldnt sneak the cake in right. so we had to get the cake ready OUTSIDE! so melisa went looking for matches. found it then i HAD to go down to pass it to them. thought of some stupid plan that i was going home.

went outside then i told miss lee my dad was downstairs and i had to go. then she was like 'oh? okay okay i'll bring you down.' i was like thinking 'what?!?!' then i was like 'ohhhhh no need. my dad is right outside. i can go myself!' but she insisted on coming! i kinda panicked la. what if she went down. then i kept refusing then she was like 'okay then. take care yeah! bye!' and all.

they were sitting right there at the main door thingy at the lobby thingy and i didnt see them. haha. and my line got cut off when i got in the lift. so dumb. kitty and jocelyn were sitting right there and i couldnt see them. ((: her mum took 8645613518 years to come. when she did, we quickly got the candle on and took the box out and stuff and quickly rushed up. lit the candle in the lift and brought the cake in!

opened the door and miss lee gave me this surprised look. HA. i was suppose to be gone. so DUH. haha. then jocelyn came with the cake. we sang the song and all. then jocelyn played 'yue liang dai biao wo de xing' on the piano. haha. was so funny cos she forgot the keys. HA.

called kelly and phoebe. it was like 4am in wellington la! they actually stayed up! haha. yeah then ate the cake then at 12.45 like that went down so my dad could come to fetch me home. ((:

ohmy today was so cool. my FIRST surprise birthday thing. haha! yeah so pathetic mann. ((:

not going for class tmr. going to do my homework and all. yupp. HA.

ohmy school is starting TMR. )): its so fast! ohwells.

okay shall stop here. BYEE!

But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes-

ghost train! last week of holiday!

2005-06-22T03:45:00.000-07:00

didnt go online yesterday cos i was really tired. cos i woke up at 9.30 yesterday morning. HAH.

watched ghost train with kim and erny yesterday. was suppose to meet them at 9.30. and i woke up at 9.30. felt so bad la! but the show was at 11.30 anyway. but kim wanted to watch the 10.00 ice princess. in the end couldnt. :P cabbed down.

the show was not bad. OMG i was sitting in the middle and BOTH of them were grabbing BOTH my hands and so, cos i apparently only got two hands, i had nothing to cover my eyes with!! then ya i sat so low so my LEGS would cover something for me. you know, i would put my hands over my eyes but leave a hole to watch and all. yeah. HAH.

stupid kimberly ho was like using MY hand to cover her eyes?! loser mann. haha. actually, i still think shutter was better. shutter made me scream till my throat was sore. but this one i only screamed once. haha. during the scary parts all three of us were like FUCK FUCK FUCK, SHIT SHIT SHIT. hha. damn funny.

prints after that. took tow machines and wasted money on one cos we didnt know how to operate it. HA. then met alicia to go for trng. so, the ijtp coach aint coaching us anymore. lets see whos coaching us next. haha.

rushed for class after that. and dinner with melisa, jocelyn, debrah, weiyee, ivy and kitty at delifrance. but kitty left early. my stupid apple turnover was SO difficult to eat with a knife and fork. HAH.

today sheryl called me at 2+ to ask about homework and we ended up arranging homework date. changed finish and i forgot about our Today's Attire. black shirt and skirt! haha. so went back to change out of my jeans. SO DUMB LA. haha. then cabbed down. sheryl paid. YAY.

did a bit of chinese. continuing tmr again. after her emdd practice. i hope i can finish all my homework! :P

school's reopening in 3 or 4 days, whatever. the holidays went by so fast! )): so sad. but its glad to be back in school. with EVERYONE! ((: okay, maybe not AS fun. AH whatever.

okay shall stop here. got to find phots of me tmr to bring to sheryls'. )): okays BYEE!

I somehow find
You and I collide-

all the gossips about jiamin!

2005-06-20T02:57:00.000-07:00

went for class today. its good to see all of them again. ((:

told me the OH SO MANY stories. ahha. and them bullying TUBBY. omg seriously, they're darn mean! haha. they said that they were talking bad about TUBBY, of course using TUBBY, then TUBBY was like 'HAHHAHAH!! so funny!' then the girls were like 'errrrrr... you know who is TUBBY anot.' then TUBBY was like no. i heard it and i screamed with laughter! OMG they were seriously damn mean. i think TUBBY got it that they didnt really ENJOY her company so ya she bullied rosemarie and all.

TUBBY SHOULDNT HAVE PULLED HER MUSCLE!! damn sad la cos she uses her "injury" as an excuse to order the girls around. LIKE OMG. and she is a bloogdy suck up! hearing jocelyn and her rubbish is REALLY FUNNNNY. haha. just so happy all of them are back. ((:

germ just called me a while ago AND AND AND she said that there are still tickets to Royal Ballet's Swan Lake! GODDAMMIT I WANT TO GO! i thought tickets were sold out!! omg i HAVE to ask my mum tmr. BUT i think my mum wants to watch too! so maybe i cant go with mel and weiyee. )): oh wells. IM JUST SO EXCITED. ((:

ghost train tmr before trng with kim and erny. OOO I CNAT WAIT. ghost train ghost train ghost train... -chants. WOOT! we're catching the earliest movie. YAWN. i jusy hope i dont sleep. i hope i'll screma myself awake. I HOPE ITS THRILLING! yayyyy. haha.

okay i have to wake up early. shall stop here. ((: BYEE.

Turn up the radio
Blast your stereo
Right-

ALL OF THEM ARE BACKKK!

2005-06-19T03:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY!! ((: haha.

oh oh oh ALL OF THEM ARE BACK! the new zealand girls and my parents! haha. YAY.

went for class in the afternoon. haha. gwen was giving them HELL. practically every exercise had a pirouette. and those classes are HAIYA. nvm. haha. didnt dance la. so sad! )):

stayed to teach grade 3s. haha. quite okay la that class. haha. memorised ALL their names. there was this girl called winnie and ivy kept calling her winnie the pooh! i was like IVY SHUT UP. SHE CRY I LAUGH. so evil mann. haha. ((:

then after that taught grade 4s and 5s mixed together. its grade 5 class and the grade 4s come for extra class. KIMBERLY WAS IN THAT CLASS! haha disturb her and all during stretching. haha. she is SOOO cute! haha. sadly, so far from summer school group C, ive only seen her and a few more. cos some of them are from miss kok. haha.

that grade 5 and 4 class was two hours. OMG torture mann. so long! and we didnt know WHAT to do! haha. then just made up some free work which was CLEARLY difficult for them. haha. some were just too TIRED to do. supposedly. they were torturing us mann! they liek never do properly and all. only some did properly. SIGHS. saddd.

then went straight to my grans after buying the father's day card for my dad.

OH I DIDNT GO TO THE AIRPORT TO FETCH THE NEW ZEALAND GIRLS BACK COS ME AND WEIYEE THOUGHT we go also extra extra. they might not even pay attention to us and all. and NO ONE was going! it was like only me and weiyee! asked ivy to go and she couldnt make it so i didnt go. haha. :P

at about 8.37 JANET MSGED ME! she was like "we reach already!" something like that. haha. asked her how it was she said that she got so much to say and she'll tell me at class the next time i see her. which is supposedly tmr! as in monday! haha. YAY. cant wait to hear how the trip was. ((:

my parents came back around 1. haha. bought sutff for us! haha. hard rock cafe shirts! nice! haha. and lotsa food and clothes and all. haha. YAY EVERYONE IS BACK! haha.

its been a long day and im tired. havent asked my mum about eh study date with sheryl tmr. :P and oh tuesday's WHOLE day plan with kim! ha! today is a bit too rushy so i didnt ask. shall ask her tmr. before i bathe. :P haha. ahhhh.

okay shall stop here. ((: BYEE!
-heal the world. make it a better place.

they are coming back tmr! ((:

2005-06-18T03:23:00.000-07:00

THEY ARE COMING BACK TMR! haha. so exciting you know. haha. seriously, the week passed by SO FAST.

went for class today. was suppose to meet weiyee at 2. and i reached at 2.30. felt darn bad. but she herself was late. :P

bought macs up. ivy and erica were inside teaching. haha. so fun. i wanted to teach too! but couldnt la. yeah. class was okay. ivy and erica went crazy with free work. did some crazy jump thing and my knee went BERSERK. HAHA. okay fine, no. THE PAIN was crazy mann. then i sat down. couldnt even move my darn leg! AHHHHH. i hate my knee SO MUCH. its depriving me of so MANY things! )):

now, WEIYEE. went berserk outside. she started throwing my stuff everywhere. my bag was FAR right and my slippers were FAR left. we kept throwing each others stuff. and it kinda pissed me off. its like SHE WOULDNT STOP, you know. and she trampled ON my towel! i was like FUCK OFF. THEN i stepped on her comb. :D

OOO the other part was fun! taught grade 4 and grade 1! haha. okay fine grade four wasnt FUN. it was kinda disastrous. they didnt want to listen to erica! erica made them do some enchainement thingy they were like DONT WANT! then we were like WE'LL TELL MISS LEE then they did some stuff. ARGH. grade one was OKAY la. KE-EN WASNT THERE!!! so sad. )): she is darn cute! haha. ((:

grade one was kinda bad, actually. we didnt know WHAT to do! and i didnt bring my notes that miss lee made us take down last week for grade one and pre-primary! so sad cos it would've helped SO MUCH. the games we played were soooo HAZARDOUS. a few fell while running about and one bled. LUCKILY her mum didnt complain or some sort. AHHH. but it was fun. hahaha. some got sick fo playing and some just wanted to PLAY till the end of class. OMG. haha.
going for class tmr! YAY. but im not dancing. cant risk my knee going crazy again MANN. haha. study date with sheryl at her house on monday! haha.

watched mean girls with my brother just now. its nice. haha. at the end of the movie, my brother was like "what a stupid movie. i dont even get it." HAHA.

okay got to wake up early to get to class tmr. TAKING BUS. dread it. oh wells shall stop here. BYEE.

You're almost here-

alex and emma rocks!

2005-06-17T00:27:00.000-07:00

i practically did NOTHING today. i didnt do any homework! ahhhhhhhhh.

watched alex and emma. darn nice! haha. ((:

i want to do more homework but i want to go for class tmr! )): haiya. oooo sunday is in TWO DAYs! seriously, its SOOOOOOO fast! i bet they'll miss new zealand like crap. haha. oh well.

its so boring! haiyaaa. BYEE.

She likes the godsmack and I like agent orange
Her cd changer's full of singers that are mad at their dad.-

mum allowed me to go for ballet! we came back at 11!

2005-06-16T03:53:00.000-07:00

OOO under the sea is playing. haha. so cute. ((:

just watched princess diaries wit my brother. i want princess diaries 2! )):

went for ballet today. SO HAPPY. cos my mum allowed! I MEAN LIKE FINALLY LA. she is so paranoid. ("you could get molested okay! stay until so late at parkway!") AHHH. but she let me cos apparently, ballet started early today! -raises eyebrow. haha. ((:

met up with kim first. she wanted to study. met her at 4. was really late. SORRY. kim like ate 2 cheeseburgers. so sad i had no money. i would have eaten three. ((: ya left at 5 to meet adabelle and weiyee.

met them outside adidas. OMG adabelle showed me her brand new jacket which she bought on sunday at suntec. and and and, when she bought it, they forgot the take out this THING. its there so no one can steal it. you know if you try walking out of the shop with it, it'll go like BEEP BEEP BEEP. ya that thing, was STUCK on her jacket. OMG DAMN FUNNY. we didnt dare to step into adidas cos it'll beep! HAHA. damn funny. in the end adabelle went in without the jacket and told the guy and he said they couldnt take it out and that she has to go BACK to suntec to take it off. HAHA.

then adabelle went to buy chicken and weiyee her tausuan. YUM. haha. i had NO money so i just stoned. haha. ((: then ya went up. YAY was so happy to be in the studio! ITS BEEN LOOONG. ((:

miss kok taught. was a good class. but i stopped in the middle of pirouettes. my knee LA. couldnt really take it. as i said, if i felt lots of pain i would stop. so i did. sat there and watched them dance. )): then inter-founds came in. alcinda was sick! so she sat RIGHT NEXT TO ME. haha. then class ended. )):

TWO DAMN IDIOTS were discussing whether they should follow adabelle to suntec to get the thing off her jacket. AND AND AND weiyee was like THERESA! if you go, i'll go! then ivy was like WEIYEE! if you go, i'll go! SOOOOOOOOOOO if i go, ALL of us would go. and if i dont go, adabelle would be a loner. so ya, i was like HAIYA GO LA GO LA. then, adabelle WASNT a loner. INSTANTLY! HA. okay i should shut up. ((:

took a cab to suntec. adabelle paid. DARN RICH MANN THAT IDIOT. haha. ((: and and and they wanted to know if it will beep if they walk through adidas. SOOOOO ivy grabbed the jacket and RAAAAAAAAAN into nike and out of nike. BEEP BEEP BEEP. mann it was dumb. HAHA. everyone was looking at that monkey. DAMN it was funny.

she went in adidas. and got the damn thing OFF. haha.

went to the food court downstairs to eat. haha. OMG it was fun. weiyee LA! haha. ivy spat her ice kachang EVERYWHERE. haha. it was THAT funny. okay nvm.

went to macs and adabelle got a drink. she was THIRSTY. after ice kachang still thirsty. slap that girl mann. -slaps adabelle. YAY.

THEN THEN THEN SOMEHOW, adabelle managed to get my skeleton! as in the damn thing hanging off my phone! she and ivy were like behaving SO mysteriously i knew something was REALLLLY wrong. that idiot mann. i dont know how in the WORLD she got it. she UNscrewed it la! idiot. )):

playing with ivy is really atrocious. she had my skeleton in her hand and i tried to get it from her. struggled a bit and she SCREAMED! omg it was LOUUUUUUD. i will never go near ivy. ANYMORE. ((:

was clinging on the adabelle cos i wanted her to return my skeleton and then when she wantd to go to the toilet, i almost went with her. ((:

reached the mrt. went separate ways. THEN that idiot told me she put it in my bag already. talk about ASSHOLE mann. it was like 9+ already. was going to meet deborah at the airport.

took train. OMG looooooooooong trip mann. then changed at tanah merah. met deb. so sad i didnt get to have a go on the REAAAAALLLLLLY LOOOOOONNNNNGGGG escalator. OHMY it was really long. SO NICE. -grins.

we reached home at like 11. my gran was so worried. CRAP i think she might tell my parents when they get back. DIE la cos i told my mum ballet will end at 8 and i'll go back after that. SOOO, IM DEAD. and so is deb. thats if my gran tells. )):

tuition tmr. not going anywhere. going to do more homework! ((: BOTH the new zealand girls and my parents are coming back on sunday! new zealand girls are coming back around 7.30. IM GOING! my parents are getting a midnight flight back so we'll be at home. haha yupp. ((: cant wait!

WOW such a long entry. okay shall stop here. BYEE.

started on newspaper cutting!

2005-06-15T04:28:00.000-07:00

tuition at 3. cut my newspaper articles for english! ((: yay.

it aint easy mann. cos tye give us specific topics to look for and its like not very easy LA. haha. mine are ALL like natural diasaters and crime news. managed to find ONE suitable one on entertainment. i couldnt have ALL under natural disasters and crime news, right? ha. :P

went to loyang point to get ym jotter book, sketch book and sidney'd liquid paper refill. erms we left with 2 vcds (harry potter 2 and alex and emma.), 2 rented storybooks, pick and mix sweet and more sweets. and i didnt get my jotter book and sketch book! dont have my jotter book AND STUPID DEB DIDNT TELL ME SHE HAD THE SCHOOL'S ONE. i was like HAIYOOO!! then there was no good sketch book so im just using construction and paper and do SOMETHING to stick them together la. haha. and oh the sketch book is for the chinese thing. SO TROUBLESOME please. )):

watched the harry potter just now. its been LOOONG since i watched it! haha. alex and emma tmr! YAY. then still got the books to read and the many tidbits in the fridge to eat! YAYYY. and OH! mum let me go for ballet tmr! but she say after that i got to go home straight no staying at parkway and stuff. hahaha. BUT STILL, YAY SHE ALLOWED ME TO GO! ((:

was talking to weiyee on the phone from like 2+ to 4? i dont know what time we started la but ya. we got to serious gossip mann. hahha. was fun! ((:

yay cant wait for class tmr. YAY YAY YAY! haha its been LOONG since i stepped in that studio! lets see.. saturday to tuesday is 4 days! )): haiya get me in that studio!

okay its REAAAALLY late now. going to sleep! BYEE!

And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me-

study date with kim!

2005-06-14T22:08:00.000-07:00

study date with kim today. ((:

at first was suppose to meet at 11 so i planned to wake up at nine. then at nine deb's alarm rang. its been LOOOOONG since i used an alarm clock. haha. i switched the thing off. then my maid came in, asked me to wake up. then i sat up, then went back to sleep. HA. thn i WOKE UP at 11. deborah was like 'dont you have to go and study with kim?!' something like that. FORTUNATELY, kim's tuition changed to morning. she msged me. HAHA. so changed to meet at 12.30. hahaha.

reached a bit late. haha. went to macs. ate fillet! haha. its been LOOOOONG. haha. i ate it only cos the cheeseburger-making machine was spoiled. haha. yupp. then studied. I DID MY MATHS! ((: both of us did.

then kim wanted to go and cut her hair and pierce her ear. so went to parkway. went to NK then they asked us to come back in half an hour. it was freaking cold so we went out and sat at burger king. HAHA. kim took out her work to do. haha. i was like 'half an hour can do what right.' so i didnt take out my work to do! haha. just sat there and stoned. half an hour later, we went back and they asked us to wait for another half hour. so we went to stege. haha was so scary mann. haha.

then went back to macs. studied a bit more then left at 5.30. haha. YAY im happy i did somemore work. maybe cutting articles with sidney tmr. HA.

okay shall stop here. BYEE.

Well I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this-

mummy and daddy left for korea! )):

2005-06-13T01:37:00.000-07:00

my mum and dad should be on the plane to korea now. )): sadd.

woke up this morning and the whole room was like spinning and spinning. i think i drank too much alcohol at reina's la. AHHHH the spinning feeling still occurs la up till now. its like continuous headaches. IM NOT GOING TO DRINK LOTS OF ALCOHOL EVER AGAIN. the alcohol level was like 9percent la. thats really high okay. for me la. i dunno how much other people drink mann. AHHHH.

was suppose to go to tm with my dad, sidney and deborah to get presents for my cousins in korea but in the end i didnt go. )): sad la. they bought this water gun like super soaker you know and melody choo choo! haha. its a train and you know for little kids where you press a button and there is music. haha. damn cute.

slacked the whole afternoon. didnt do homework! AHHH. must do must do!

OH WHEN I CAME ONLINE IN THE EVENING TODAY GUESS WHO I FINALLY SAW ONLINE?! LAURACLAIREMEYER! THE LLAMA AND GIRAFFE CROSS! HAHA MY PARTNER LA. yay laura finally! hahaha. omg our conversation was DAMN LAME. haha.

just watched son of the mask. quite nice la. yupp.

oh talkling about movies, on saturday i watched eye ten and constantine. constantine is nice! although i dont get the story AT ALL, its nice. i dont know why last time i didnt like it at all. even if i didnt watch it. haha.

okay im really tired. shall stop here. ((:

I'm staying in ur arms today
Always! always and forever..-

they are on the plane to NZ now!

2005-06-12T03:52:00.000-07:00

THEY ARE ON THE PLANE TO NEW ZEALAND NOW!! missing those people mann. )):

summer school performance yesterday! haha. woke up early early. dad fetched me to pasir ris interchange. took mrt to kallang to meet veronica natt and ivy. i was like waiting at the wrong bus stop. then veronica msged me 'sorry will be there in two minutes wait for me buy ivy's doritosbbq' then i thought you know, she was driving. so maybe typos and all were normal. i thought she meant 'i will be two minutes late. wait for me BY ivy's doritos bbq.'

and WHAT?! i thought ivy's doritos bbq was a restaurant or something, i went looking for it. HAHA. then before i reached a the long row of shops, i already saw THE RED BEETLE. haha. AHHHH! i got in then ya veronica drove off. ivy was like craving for doritos! then i was like GO AND BUY LAA. then she was like I ASKED YOU TO BUY YOU NEVER BUY! haha! i misread the msg LA. ohmy so malu. then ya we went to esso and bought doritos. the saleperson said buy two packets and you'll get some free thing. so we bought two and got a free FRISBEE. me and ivy were decorating it like SHIT mann. haha. they gave us many many stickers and we just stick them EVERYWHERE. haha so fun!

reach nanyang then we just walked around. took our "Runners" tags and pinned them onto my BIG shirt. yupp. then went to their dance studio which is FREAKING NICE. omg its like darn cool mann. AHHH. haha.

then the warm-up classes started. all the runners sat in the auditorium to watch some groups do their warm-up class on stage. omg the teacher, alex foley's arch is FREAKING NICE. its like if you sit on the floor, stretch out on leg and then pointe, her toe might even reach the floor! OMG. damn cool mann i swear.

then each of the 15 runners were like assigned a group. some were assigned two and i was assigned two. one is the younger ones, Group C and my other group was the older girls one, Group D. and guess what. BOTH HAD MISS LEE'S GIRLS IN THEM! like natt, ivy and germ in Group D and many juniors in Group C. mingled SO MUCH with Group C! OMG THEY ROCK!

whether i was sitting down in the dance studio, backstage or in the wings with them, they never failed to make me smile mann that whole lot! they are darn cute and funny! and the lucky thing is they are ALL from Yamaha Marine Parade! so means i'll see them again! YAY. haha. one of them was a secone in KC la! pamela, onesix. she say she saw me in school before and i NEVER saw her before. HAHA. she is from miss kok! HA. and there is another in kcp! cheryl! haha cheryl rocks mann. she kept making me laugh! haha. ((:

Group C : Kimberly, JooHwee, Cheryl, Pamela, Kimmie, Victoria, Weijia, Tammy, Nissa, Alisha, LiQi, Jessica, Amanda, Samantha, Kar Min and about five more! haha they rock LA. ((: LOVE YOU LOT!

oh before the ACTUAL performance, one ARGH teacher complained that Group C and D had no makeup and INSISTED they put on makeup. then she told Lynn Wallis who then approved. so there was this BIG RUSH in the dance studio for my Group C to put on makeup. even miss kok helped! haha. i was like in charge of lipstick?! there was only ONE lipstick and they made me do it. i was like SHIT SHIT SHIT. then i did for all 20 plus. DARN SCARY. but it turned out fine la. yupp. haha. so fun!!

and oh congrats to Jiajia for winning the Outstanding Dancer, and Cheryl Tan for the Most Improved for Group D. and also to Kelly! Most Improved, and Sherry! the Outstanding Dancer for Group K! and oh Samantha for the Most Improved and KIMMIE for the Outstanding Dancer in GROUP C!! haha. was cheering like shit for them backstage mann! (((:

I LOVE HELPING BACKSTAGE MANN! ((:

then TODAY.
settled with mum that i'll be going airport. miscommunications with weiyee. she said she had flu and that she couldnt go for CLASS and i assumed that the flu was so bad she couldnt go to the airport! then i didnt call her, she didnt call me, so i thought it was only me and adabelle going. so when adabelle msged me that she couldnt make it, i thought i was the only one left going so i didnt go. END UP WEIYEE WENT. that ass la. i went for reina's party instead la. yupp.

reached reina's house at about 4.30. went up to her room then went down to her tv room to watch house of wax which her dad was already watching. it was halfway through, so my attention went to reina's hamsters as i didnt understand what was going on. haha. then ya when her dad went out, we started from the beginning again. haha. OHMY I JUST REMEMBERED. rivy and her BBS! haha. okay i should shut up. then watching watching then jasmine and aaron came. jasmine is my SO CALLED new friend! haha. okay not really la we just talked A BIT. haha. aaron not counted la i met him before. and he asks questions to break silences and all. HAH.

then ya sat and ate. seriously, it wasnt as fun as the Christmas Party last year. where kitty, jocelyn, shaan and all were there. haha. cos its like all the people who came i all dunno one la. there was only leehung, reina and aaron. yeah. so it was like quieter. haha. dinner was practically SILENT. haha.

then played uno upstairs in reina's room. me, reina, aaron, jonita and tow other guys. haha. i dont really know jonita actually. just a senior and she knows reina so she was like at the party. haha. talk about cool. haha.

went home at around 10.15. was really fun though. haha. WINE! haha. sipped a bit of wine that reina's mum offered. so YUCKY la the one she gave us. haha. it had chocolate taste, yet 9percent alcohol. hahha. then roasted marshmallows and all. yupp. FUN LA. ((:

the whole family was sitting in front of the tv just now, watching videos compiled together by my uncle of all our family holidays and trips together. haha. it was damn fun. from like 1999. the holidays to Genting Highlands as a HUGE group, the Crocodile Farm outing and all. ALL THE MEMORIES. NOW i know why he always has his videocam wherever he goes, filming practically EVERYTHING we do. haha. ((:

well they're still in the plane now. it may be just a week, but ive been seeing them EVERYDAY in the past two weeks and its hard to like just see them go. oh wells. its JUST a week right? hope it'll pass by fast. i hope three weeks go by faster mann. kelly and phoebe only comes back in three weeks! THATS TOOOO LOONG! unacceptably loooong! haha. well just take care loads yeah ALL OF YOU. melanie, jocelyn, janet, germaine, kitty, rosemarie, jo-ann, jiamin, amanda chua, debrah leong, iris, whui hui, melisa, KELLY and PHOEBE! MISS ME AS MUCH AS I"LL BE MISSING YOU GUYS YEAH! (((:

OH and my mum and dad are leaving for korea tmr. which is monday. it was like such a last minute thing! haha. they got their tickets like what a few days ago?! haha. im going to miss them MANY MANY TOO!!! it'll just be me, deb, sid and my maid at home then. the sad thing is my mum doesnt allow me to go for ballet class! cos she says there wont be anyone there to pick me up if class ends late and all that. HAIYA. i know miss lee is not here but i still want to go for class LEHHH.

omg thats REALLLLY long! okay shall stop here mann. BYEE!

Just another day that started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away-

i cut my hair!

2005-06-10T02:16:00.000-07:00

I CUT MY HAIR AND IT IS DISASTROUS. the hairdresser said she'll cut whatever she think will look good on me cos i said i just want it to be able to be tied up. for ballet what. then its like NVM.

AND DEBORAH LOOKS LIKE A LION. thats for saying i looked like a guy or something. THANKS YA.

i bathed and TRIED my very best to tie my hair. it was like BAAAAD. i couldnt really tie it up. so i used all my clips and my hairband. and i didnt use bun pins AT ALL. my whooe bun was practicallu the net alone la. OOO talk about DISASTROUS.

when i reached the people who were there told me that phones and wallets were stolen while they were inside dancing. like OMG. poor alcinda please. BOTH her phone and wallet were stolen. and the worst is that the darn camera right?! it wasnt facing the corridor where their bags were lying on the bench. it was facing the opposite direction. LOUSY LA. so there is NOTHING of who stole the stuff. crap right. the poor juniors mann. especially alcinda! haiya. yamaha aint safe after all mann. we always leave our stuff there when we go down for the break on saturdays right! OMG. scaryyy. but that shouldnt be as risky as today's situation cos there are many many parents sitting around on saturdays. but on weekday afternoons, yamaha is like DESERTED. so ya. sighs. darn scary please. ):

then had class. okay fine there wasnt any class exactly. we sat down and talked and all. haha. veronica's WHITE carrot cake and natt's popiah! haha. we were like practically devouring it. HA.

then OH! we stayed for the pre-primary and grade one class and miss lee asked us to like take down notes and all! it was darn cool. we were sitting at one side and had paper and pen and we were writing notes. it was like some inspection. ha. the kids kept like glaring at us kinda thing. HAHA. i think miss lee want to kinda prepare us to teach or something like that? darn cool MAN. i cant wait to teach! so cool.

oh so sad shannon didnt come for her pre-primary class today or we'll be teaching her and all. and OMG KE-EN IS FREAKING CUTE. and she dances nicely for a grade one. she is like one of the good ones in her class although she is not flexible. haha. AND SHE IS DARN CUTE. haha! i love small kids mann! ((:

we laughed so much in those classes mann. miss lee was like asking us to stop laughing. HAHA. those kids are darn funny i cant help it.

OMG OMG OMG IM GOING TO SIT IN MY DREAM CAR TMR! A BEETLE! veronica i love you big time mann. im going to sit in a red beetle im going to sit in a red beetle im going to sit in a red beetle! WOOT! i cant wait. i cant sleep! OKAY thats rubbish. i just cant wait. ITS A BEETLE FOR GODS SAKE. MY DREAM CAR. ((((((((((((((((((((((:

the summer school performance tmr. helping backstage. the runners and stuff. OOO fun. BUT its darn sad i cant watch. cos im already helping backstage. I WANT TO WATCH LAAAA. cos kelly melisa sherry phoebe adabelle selina judy all dancing. and got ivy natt jiajia germ all. AHHHH. so saddening. AND OH! sheryl also performing. i wonder if sheryl got into the scholarship class or something. i havent been contacting with her. HA. hope i can see her tmr! YAY.

9.15am at kallang. im waking up at 8. AHHHHHHHH. i just want to get in that darn beetle. hahaha. VVVEEEEEEERRRRRRRROOOOOOOONNNIIIIIIIIICCCCCAAAAAAAA!!!! HA.

You feel it runnin' through your bones
And you jerk it out-

dental!

2005-06-08T01:36:00.000-07:00

dental today. the whole right side of my mouth is sore la. stupid dentist. dunno what the heck he did. i cant bite down la. stupid shit.

rushed down for class after dental ONLY to realise that class havent started and all. make me panic and all. HAIYO. reached at like 5.30 like that. and class started at 7.15. i was like waiting and waiting. no one moved till 7.15. haha.

didnt dance though. my mum was like you not dancing go for whaaaaattt. i also dunno why i go. but i just want to. at least be present la right. maybe i should just dance la right. but i cant strain the knee! okay fine, pain then i'll sit. RIGHT. okay.

going to do somemore homework tmr. YAY. seriously, i cant wait. i want to get the homework bit over and done with. so i got nothing to worry about the next two weeks. AHHHH. okay... dont think about the stress.

oh today in the afternoon my mum called home and asked me if it was okay if my dad and her went korea. then i got excited i was like OKAY OKAY! then she said BUT only the two of us. then i was like HUH. haiya okay la. and now, its confirmed. she's going. cos my auntie is there and all. so its easy. no need book hotel and all.

they're leaving on tuesday. and my mum forbade me from going to ballet cos she say what it'll end very late then i'll have to take bus home myself. DONT GO. i was like WHAT?! but miss lee and the others will be in new zealand by then. but i dunno all the plans of what we're going to do while they're there. so... haiya. actually it might be good cos i can do ALL my homework. YAY.

okay okay i shall stop here. im tiredddd. YAWNS. byeee.

love love.

new coach!

2005-06-07T01:54:00.000-07:00

trng today. didnt train cos of the freaking knee. damn it mann. i was actually darn tempted to get up and train with the others. haha.

oh it was the new coach! the one fom ijtp last time. she is quite nice la. but you know its the first day so she's bound to be nice. ahhhh i wonder whats the other days going to be like mann. ): scaryy.

i got dental tmr. at 3.30. dad cant fetch cos he's working so im taking bus myself wit deborah. ahhh. damn lazy laa. but oh, my mum will call the doctor to see if can change the appointment to thursday cos that day my dad can fetch and bring me and all. since its freaking FAR. yeah. ahhhh i hope can change to thursday mann. haha. cos i want to go for class tmr! although i think im not dancing.

oh after trng today went to parkway with erny kim and ally. macs then i went up for class. erny and alicia left to go home. and turn out miss lee wont be teaching and NO ONE was going for class except for the juniors and mel. so i kinda ditched mel and left. then erny asked me if i wanted her to go back to parkway then ya she kinda fetched alicia to bedok then came to parkway again. talk about retarded mann. cos she didnt want to ditch alicia what. then, met kim at parkway first. walked around then went to macs to wait for kimberly. joel's friends in macs were freaking irritating. then erny came and all. yeah it was fun. haha. sure to have fun with THOSE TWO one la. haha. ((:

okay im tired already. shall stop here. BYE!

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes-

senior summer school start!

2005-06-06T01:52:00.000-07:00

i pierced my second earhole! kinda finally la. but YAY. on my left. on saturday. watched monster in law too. then went to pierce at yellow. century square. good la. yupp. and monster in law was good too! haha. nicee.

then went to watch the junior summer school performance. we just kept looking out for the people we know. like NADINE!, stephanie, evangeline and all. haha. christine and caroline! i still remember how to differentiate them! caroline has a scar on the bottom right corner of her face. haha. i think spotting the people was the only thing keeping me awake la. haha. AND the stupid person behind us who was taking pictures with her camera. and DAMN IT the flash was damn it bright. and it would shine at us and all. OMG. and they also specifically told us no cameras and video cams are allowed. WHAT THE HELL.

was like suppose to cut my hair on sunday with my mum. at parkway supercuts. then she was like ehhh i very tired lehhh.... can we go another day? then i was like what the. then she said that night she'll bring me just that its not supercuts. then she said she was very lazy... that its already too late when it was like 8+ only. OMG. ahhh.

ive started on my homework! YAY. woke up at 6.45 again today. go for ballet. mum was like so irritating. she doesnt want me to go early in the morning ANYMORE! i was like but i'll do my homework there and after that have class WHAT. why cannot? then she complain whats shit? what i need my rest? i rest alot already LA omg. so irritating. SO, now im forbidden to go and help in the morning for the whole week. hope she changes her mind mann. i want to gooooo. )):

met jocelyn and kitty at parkway macs. they ate. i didnt YAY KIM, YAY. ha. then went up. gave out name tags and all. then ya the same stuff. damn fun la. melanie, germaine, jocelyn, kitty, iris and me. haha. talked and all. haha. miss lee kept asking us to keep quiet.

OMG I THINK SHANNON IS SO HOT!! im going to kidnap her to stare at her day in and out! she is like 5 years old AND she's really HOT. serious! omg i like couldnt stop looking at her. ALL our attention was to HER. and she is like damn cute! she couldnt even pronounce her own name properly! her second name was carlynn. she was like cccc...ccarrrr.... then she pause. then she ccaaaarrrlyyyyn. haha. OMG. BLOODY HOT. ((: i mean, i know she is 5 BUT everyone says so! haha.

pre school summer school is damn cute. jacqueline and jordon-anne's class. AND SHANNON!! haha. omg they all damn cute. haha. i could like hear them screaming from outside where we were talking la. haha. miss jill was like making me and germ help her with some props she was using i think. she used scarves and toys. haha. i think it was like hide and seek with the toys. haha. cos she made us hide it for her. haha. SO CUTE.

then after was class. i danced. but at grande battement(sp) i kicked my leg up and my knee went crack. then i was like OMG. SHIT. then i couldnt dance anymore. its always pain only after it goes crack! so AHHH. haiya.

trng tmr. ijtp's coach. SIGH. stress. cos its like new coach and all then i cant train. STUPID KNEE. im not even in the mood to train anyway. HAHA.

okay i shall stop here. BYEE. ((:
love love (:

she's only a picture on a magazine-

helping out at junior summer school

2005-06-02T01:24:00.000-07:00

woke up at like 6.45 today. was going to take bus to parkway. bathe and all. was bloody cold. cos the aircon was still on when i bathe finish. cos my brother was still sleeping. AHHHH.

took one thousand and one years to tie my hair. OMG. i was so damn late.

was msging melanie. she was like gonna be later then me. HA.

met janet and mel at macs. ate breakfast. YAY. CRAP LA MY DAMN DIET! ): haiya. but i ALWAYS feel for macs breakfast. HAHA. :P

went up. and i was like BLUR. i didnt know what to do and all. haha. just sat there and waited for instructions. mel and kelly knew what to do and all so i just follow follow. should have come on the first few days la! haha.

put on the name tags for the little ones and all. oh my goodness you should see them eat mann. damn fascinating. its like they get a whole handful of chips but all the crumbs la. then they stuff practically their whole hand into their mouth and then let go the chips. BUT the chips came out from the sides of her mouth and all. OMG you should've seen. damn funny. HAH. but they dirtied everywhere. crumbs and wrappers and all. HAIYOOO. we sorta had to clean up MA. ha.

then had to give them their character skirts and all. then during lunch miss lee and kelly went down to get the teachers' lunch. BEEF NOODLE. shiok la. ha. then ya serve to them and all. i had bread. kelly too. some had rice, some had kfc. ha. wasnt hungy. cos of the huge breakfast. and oh we also helped the little kids get their character shirts and shoes. haha. so fun! ha. NADINE NADINE. SO CUTE! haha.

then afternoon summer school for the a bit older ones. OMG it was damn tough getting the EXACT character skirt size for them! so frustrating. haha. christine and caroline! so cute mann those two. i remember how to define them! the scar on the right side of caroline's face if im not wrong! haha. cute. they're like SO skinny we needed safety pins on the TINIEST skirt to fit them. safety pins SOMEMORE. haha. damn cute. and there was this other girl, pamela. OMG NO SKIRT COULD FIT HER! too big, to small. too tight, too loose. AHHH. in the end we used like a huge skirt but with safety pin. haha. SO FUN!

yeah then got class. at first we were like all slacking and sleeping BEFORE miss lee came in. was so tired to do class. somemore pointe class. advance foundation. so UGH. haha. really was in the I DONT WANT TO DANCE mode. but still danced. ha. I REALLY CANT TURN ON POINTE LA. I SURRENDER. omg i bet i was making a fool out of myself doing fouette(sp) turns in a circle IN FRONT of the juniors. haha. so dumb please. i cant do it! )): so difficult...

then miss lee came in and told us something. it got me like panicking. and someone* changed my mood just now too. HALFWAY WATCHING AMERICAN IDOL, GOT A MSG. omg just BACK OFF. you had your turn already NOW ITS MINE SO GET LOST *BITCH. argh. why must *she ALWAYS interfere?!?! GET LOST!!

helping at summer school again tmr. ooo fun! erms... second thoughts. NVM only SOME will get it. AHHHHH. I DONT WANT TO GO ANYMORE!!!

talk about SERIOUS mood swings mann.

been so emotional lately its going to eat INTO me. i feel for macs breakfast now! WHY WHY WHY?! kim! it must be you right! haha okay im kidding. you SAID you were going to tempt me right! NOT WORKING LA. haha. ahhhhh. where are my hotcakes?! and oh, i must remember that i must put 5 sugar thingys and one coffee mate thingy into my coffee before its nice enough to be drinkable. HAH.

got to wake up early! shall stop here. BYEE!

love love.

back to lyrics : i don't recognize anything that i see-

im going emotional.

2005-06-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

supposed to be dancing everyday. but my knee like had the same problem again. i couldnt train or dance. damn it. i dont know whats wrong with it mann. im so sick of it.

im going so emotional nowadays. tearing and even crying at small things. i just feel so hopeless, then i break down. omg i cant stand this anymore.

i really got nothing to say. i should be sleeping. waking up at like 7 tmr. got to reach parkway at 8.15 meet melanie, rosemarie and janet for breakfast. then we go help miss lee with the junior summer school stuff.

im not in the mood for music. i just want to blast it out loud and just cry. but i cant. its late.

im feeling so down. i can break down any minute. thinking of it. why should i cry over *them? thinking about it, *they're not worth my tears. AT ALL.

im trying to appear strong and normal in front of them. show them that i CAN live without them interfering and coming into my life. even when we were on good terms, somehow i feel this THING inside me. i dont know how to explain it. its like no one can help me. cos i cant even express it. i dont know what it is.

im crying inside. and the tears dont come out. it was an exception yesterday, i guess. i just couldnt take it anymore. ANYMORE.

im repeating boulevard of broken dreams over and over. what else is as emotional? what other song goes ;

'I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone'

i can memorise that song already.

come on, lets cry together.

oh wait, im talking to myself.

my shadow's the only one that walks beside me- thats true.

my birthday! ((: YAY!

2005-06-01T00:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEE. okay i should shut up. ((:

emdd. ahhh. was killing myself deciding what to wear. going out with kim and erny after school and after going home and after bathing. YAY. ((:

OH. i seriously think she is anorexic. EEEYER. -shivers.

okays. byee! ((:

This city's made us crazy and we must get out-

junior summer school start!

2005-05-30T01:47:00.000-07:00

summer school for the younger kids have started. and then will be the performance. then its the seniors turn! damn sad la not in summer school. ): WOW THANKS YOU KNOW MUM.

I REALLY CANT STAND THE SIGHT YOU THE BOTH OF YOU. I REALLY WANTED TO SHOVE YOUR ASS TO TIMBAKTU OR EVEN JUST KICK YOU DOWN THE STAIRS. JUST BY LOOKING AT YOUR FACES I CAN PUKE. GET OUT OF MY SIGHT LA. TO HELL WITH YOU. ASSHOLE. AND OH TO ONE OF YOU, I KNOW SOME OF YOUR DARKEST SECRETS. SOOO, GOOD LUCK.

i dont know whats wrong with me. i appear fine and all in front of EVERYONE and even in fornt of the two of them but inside i just want to kill them. stab them. box them. kick them. ALL THE WAY TO TIMBAKTU. WHY. just ignore them to the best of your ability, theresa. WHEN THEY TALK TO YOU, THERESA, IGNORE THEM. just cool it. but just hope i dont make it into some BIG thing. i dont want that. ARGH.

why do i always feel like i HAVE to put up a really HAPPY ME in front of others?! i just want to SHOW IT. like IM PISSED TO PISS OFF kinda thing. BUT its like i cant. ARGH. whats wrong with me.

-pants. i've said too much. ):

i kinda snapped at jiajia just now cos i was in a really SNAPPY mood. AHHHHHHH.

trng tmr. then have to rush for class. fuck it im so tired already. and i DREAD trng. PLUS its a new coach. AHHHHH. BUT its also okay cos i enjoy dancing. YAY.

and also, its okay cos its GOSSIP TIME erny. YAY. and and and, i can just POUR everything out to her. HAHA. i'll let you feel my PAIN, erny. (:

oh guess what. i cried watching armageddon. HAH. but seriously, its like so sad.

watched parent trap today. like AGAIN. haha. i wonder how many times ive watched it. well its always nice to watch it again, right? haa. was really bored la. want to watch the There Can Be Miracles concert thingy tmr. OOO SO MUCH HAPPY MEMORIES.

oh wait, i want to watch the 9am miss universe. so i can skip the night encore, and play comp. OHMY how smart can i be. haha. yes, thats good. very good. (: so, i can save There Can Be Miracles for the day after. unless there is enough time before i leave the house at 12.15 like that to meet erny at one at tampines interchange. yeah. its nice to plan out what you're going to do. yeah.

oh wait, what about homework? ahhh i can squeeze it in for sure, somewhere. :P

new zealand in two weeks for the ones going. i feel the excitement for them. hha kelly and phoebe damn cartoon. haha. they were discussing what they were going to pack. and in the bus the three of us talking about the thin ones. JIAJIA YOU'VE SLIMMED DOWN OH SO MUCH. and ive put on so much weight. HOW COULD I?! ))):

i should go on a diet plan. one that is not so obvious so my mum wont really find out. cos she doesnt want us to go on diets. ITS UNHEALTHY FOR YOUNG TEENS LA! as quoted. )):

ooo i shall start. i shall CONTROL myself. its just bubble tea i cant control myself from. JIAJIA, YOU'RE MY HERO.

BYE FRIES.
BYE BURGERS.
BYE COKE.
BYE MACS.
I LOVE YOU AND I'LL MISS YOU.

okay im going so wrong. cos i know i will still eat in the end. ): -runs around the room. AHHHHH!! -speaks in a looow voice. COOOONTROOOOOLLL YOURSELF, THERESA. YOU CAN DO IT IF YOU COOONNNNNTTTRRRROOOOLLLLL YOURSELF. YESSSSSSS.

shall stop here. love love.

no lyrics today, just TO HELL WITH YOU TWO.-

its the holidays! (:

2005-05-29T02:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADZEERA!! LOVE YOU!!
you love the 14 nice thongs right. bet you do. ((: love love!

holidays holidays holidays. good AND bad in many ways. sighs. seriously, i dont know what im going to do mann. JUST DANCE. ((: yay.

last day of school was fun. went to church. then parkway with erny. yupp. we didnt like go around hugging or having fun taking pictures and all. HAHA. thats for end of the year right. (:

yesterday. saturday. dance the whole day. SHIOK.

today had ballet again. loooong class. LONG AND GOOD. really worked. OMG IT WAS ON POINTE. THE TORTURE. my toes are aching. UP TILL NOW. (: haha. kitty has blisters. i have one but it just the water underneath my skin. the skin havent come out. SCARYYY. :P

summer school for the younger kids starting tmr. then the next week is the senior group then they leave for new zealand. and im excluded in every one of that. ahhh. im so irritated. but its okay right. i guess. i can ermm... spend my time doing my homework! (: ya i should. chinese os tmr. scaryyy. deboo has been studying like crap. GOOD LUCK. hooe you studied finish. didnt go and kachao you in your room. ITS CRUCIAL. I SHOULDNT.

see, im thoughtful. ((: oh i got new pictures! i want to upload on the computer and change the pictures at the side of my blog! but im tired and lazy now. )): haiya. just have to wait another time.

AHHHH trainings are gonna start this week. so saddd. I AM DREADING TRNG. )): haiya ive lost IT for netball. and thats really sad. )): cos im not the only one. so doea ally and sam and erny? yeah i guess. we've ALL lost IT for netball. somemore, its trng with seniors. OMG IM SO GONNA EMBARRASS MYSELF IN FRONT OF THEM. ))):

IM DREADING TRNG. IM DREADING TRNG. IM DREADING TRNG. IM DREADING TRNG. IM DREADING TRNG. IM DREADING TRNG. IM DREADING TRNG. IM DREADING TRNG.

-yawns. im tired. BYEBYE.

love love.

family day!

2005-05-21T00:21:00.000-07:00

family day today. oooo so fun.

was walking ad for TWO WHOLE HOURS. damn fun thought. comvincing the little kids and all and acting really dumb. OMG SO FUN. (((((:

during my duty a saw sheryl and charlene wet then ya i just went in to join them. i felt damn guilty cos i DID tell myself not to get wet. ))): haiya. who cares. and oh ran out of balloons at one time and we had to chase our customers away to come bacl later. )): damn it la.

sat down and talked with jody amelia ranice and DEMI. HAHA DEMI DEMI. poor girl. ((((:

haha it was fun, ranice walking around kcp with a complete idiot. (((:

oh when i was like TOTALLY wet i went to look for pan to give her a hug. HAHA she ran like all the way and hid somewhere. asshole you know. haha. then ya i hugged some unknown secones. laura, grace, charmaine and charmaine's friend. OMG funny shit. HAHHA.

and rina and vanessa couldnt stop asking me to buy their earrings. haha. so bloody poor thing laa. haha.

our shop didnt turn out to be some COMPLETE disaster. YAY. good job twothree-ians! (((:

family day turned out to be fun after all. haha. YAY.

marking day!

2005-05-16T03:58:00.000-07:00

NO SCHOOL TODAY. oooo best mann.

actually no school can be a bit too boring. haha. woke up late. really late. watched i do i do and son of the mask. HAHA damn funny. then kim called. so went parkway early to meet her.

seriously kim, i never really knew where the roxy food court was. UNTIL today of course. (((: haha. i just couldnt stand at one corner doing nothing waiting for you to come find me. i felt so DUMB! so ya i just looked at signs and walked. haha. YAY TO SIGNS.

and oh i never knew people's eye blood vessel can burst you know, kim. and its SICK. ugh.

went to macs, bought mcflurry then went to parkway. walk and walk. i was like broke so ya didnt get anything. haha. SAD.

then at 6 went to macs AGAIN. felt so dumb mann. haha ate a bit then went up for class. was like a bit late. but jiajia was later! HAHA.

class was like slack. miss lee wasnt inside so we just yaaa anyhow dance. okay fine maybe not everybody. i slacked. and my freaking eye was like giving me shitt. so freaking pain mann. kept going BLUR. then couldnt see anything. damn.

when miss lee came in, we didnt dance. we sat down and talked. haha. was like so GOOD to be back in the studio. i havent been in there in like two and a half weeks. so saddening. haha. talked about new zealand. sounds like fun mann. damn my mum for not letting me go. ))): and oh the big walk thing. i didnt know it was such a BIG thing. haha. i thought it was just us going to walk 10km. haha. oh well.

there are like reporters coming tmr to interview miss lee about this MAJOR big walk thing. we are like going to dance so much. i think we are like straining ourselves dancing more then walking the 10km. haha. well im like looking forward to it. its going to be fun!! haha. YAY.

OH CRAP. i used my phone to call like many people to ask if they were coming for it. shit. hope my bill doesnt bomb. ahhh. after msging kim for eight hours, sighs. KIM IN SO DEAD! haha.

meeting jocelyn and kitty early tmr. kitty going to school for the family day thingy. nicole said i didnt need to go. so ya. okays im getting sleepy. shall stop here.

lovelove.

yesterday you asked me something i thought you knew,
so i told you with a smile, it's all about you.-

shopping with mum dad and deborah!

2005-05-15T03:25:00.000-07:00

today was like a boring day. was suppose to go run with my dad and brother in the morning. so sad i didnt go in the end. my dad said i told him to go away when he tried to wake me up. haha. oh wells. im putting on MORE AND MORE weight!! i need to DANCE. :(((

i miss dancing so much! havent danced in ages. im like dancing all over in the house. omg im weird. haha. right.

went to grans like early evening. cos wanted to go shopping in town. ate then left. sidney and yati didnt want to come along. so we left without them. they'll walk home themselves la. yupp.

went to og. looked around. was looking for my black track pants. bought all our stuff and left. bought lots of tidbits. my dad was like you all going for picnic ah? and i was like YA you know. im our living room. haha. omg so lame. AHAHA. :P

i changed KIM'S friendster profile. omg its damn NICE LA. i hope she likes it though. she hasnt seen it! ahhh. but if she dont like she can just take out the part i added in. haha. and OH. i screwed my own profile in that process. haha. nvm KIM you shall do it again! haha. you LOONY one. LOVEYOU.

there, your name is there KIM. nice and BIGGG! haha.

oh gosh im dozing off. its late..... 3.13! ahhh. my eye is like swollen. the left one. and since the right eye has a degree, its like a bit difficult to see. AHHH. stupid crap.

zzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzz just received KIM'S msg. haha. GOSSIP GOSSIP. :)))

okay im tired. shall stop here. BYEBYE!

well i don't want to be lonely no more.
i don't want to have to pay for this-

new template! YAY.

2005-05-14T04:45:00.000-07:00

haha the old template just said LOOK HERE. omg so dumb. i changed! took like DAMN LONG to do it. okay maybe not SOO long. 2 HOURS! okay thats quite long. i like did so much. ahaha.

i couldnt find cbox.com. i didnt have the link for it. NO ONE i could find used cbox. went cbox.com they brought me to some uk.com page?? like screw right. i took from my old one and when i put it up and previewed, nothing came up. so ya i took off the tagboard space and put pics up there. there was like some dumb broken hearted picture at the right side at first i took it out also and put more pics. haha. ended up with six pictures. HAHA. oh wells.

today had like no class. so sad. im growing fatter. i NEED and WANT to dance. i wanted to go for the 11.15 class so much and i overslept. AHHHH. i think its because i slept late the night before. screw it la. argh.

went to grans. ERM I DUN WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. some cousins are just, shit.

oh went out on friday with erny and kim. my mum told me to come back before dark and i like came back at 8.30. i was like fuck it fuck it when i saw her car outside the house. ahhh. she was like not happy la but she is okay now. i think she is not going to let me go out on monday and tuesday. and there is NO SCHOOL. i'll be damn bored i swear. OH! THERE WILL BE CLASS!! YAYYYY!!

tm was fun. watched coach carter. ITS DAMN BLOODY COOL. I LOVE IT! I WANNA WATCH AGAIN. seriously! its that nice. but i shall wait for the dvd la. i shall NOT waste money. but i still want to watch amityville and house of wax!! damn bloody sad they are BOTH nc16. ahhh.

after the movie we took neos then left. ALL three of us went bankrupt. sorry kim we made you kinda like treat us at gelare and now you got no more money to go out for the next three days! :P sorry!

okay i think i better go offline soon. its like LATE.

bye!

i dont wanna be anythin other then what ive been trying be lately-

omg! omg! -clicks tongue pillay!

2005-05-02T04:59:00.000-07:00

haha sabrina's joke! i love it. thinking of it now! haha. me sab kathleen and HER doing it non stop in class. HAH. yay.

its like 4.59am i dunno why the in freaking world im online.

argh theresa why are you doing this to yourself?

you just refuse to go offline. WONDERFUL.

ARGH STOP HERE TREE AND GET OFF THE DAMN COMPUTER.

bye.

i see you lookin' at me like im some kind of freak.-

joseph's party!

2005-05-01T23:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR JOSEPH! :) YOU ARE OH SO CUTE.

i know its exams exams exams. i have no idea why i went to the party in the first place! deborah didnt even go. HAIYA I ADMIT LA I DESPERATELY WANTED TO SWIM NO IDEA WHY. :( OH WELLS. but in the end she did. she came halfway. grans insisted her on coming.

had tuition in the morning. then did my art cos deb had her tuition in my room. draw draw draw. BAHAHA. my mum was like WAH WHAT YOU DRAWING AH?! NO NEED STUDY AH. argh.

left the house at 3.45 like that. dropped teacher at her house. then ya. OH GUESS WHAT IT STARTED RAINING. WONDERFUL! argh.

went there sat down. did crap. its like you know boring. no deb to gossip with. BAHAHA. stupid la you deborah. leave me alone. then ya we waited till the rain COMPLETELY stopped cos of paranoid mothers. HAIYO. then ya FINALLY i could go swim. it was like FIVE ALREADY. and it was like just a bit dark and my auntie like said its so too dangerous. i mean like please LA.

then ya swim swim swim. their pool is damn nice. haha. we played hide and seek. omg. haha! we were being so mean we ran out of the pool into the carpark. my cousin almost cried as she couldnt find us. BAHAHA.

started drizzling abit. then ya as normal, mothers came running out to ask us go back in. i was complaining to my mum and she was like 'all your cousins going to bathe already la you want to swim all by yourself in the pool meh?' quite true. i didnt wanna. so i came out to bathe.

went into the toilet the first thing i spotted was the steam room. WAH. i quickly went in. nice and hot. then ya my cousins left the door open to let the others all come in. then when by the time they closed the door the whole STEAM rooms was condensing into water. NOT COLD ANYMORE. splendid.

so ya since our wonderful steam room was gone we went to bathe. haha. then ya all my cousins were like I CHOPE THE NICE NICE TOILET! then i stand there. OKAY.. RIGHT. TAKE LA. oh my goodness lameness.

then ya bathe finish DEBORAH APPEARED! haha. yesyes. then ya at least i had someone to sit down with LA. not go everywhere with the little kids and nerdy cousins. ya ate a bit. sat down hear deb's mp3. hear one or two songs, cousins come and hear. HAIYA.

then went out played with joseph. we tried like fake throwing him into the pool and he started laughing so badly he snorted. and snorted and snorted. OHMY SO CUTE! haha. then cut cake. his cake like has this HUGE train on it. it was like FILLED WITH CREAM. joseph touch touch and made a hole in the train. BAHAHA. so cute.

then ya after that my aunties all went crazy taking pictures and videos. omg i never knew they were that kind! haha. they like took roses, held them in their hands and ya pose here pose there like us when we are terribly lame. one of my aunties started dancing with the rose. OHMY. haha. damn funny laughed so much.

then they insisted on the kids taking pix too. ya first all girls. then all guys. then altogether. omg for the altogether pose like me deborah and sidney were like the only ones doing riduculous poses. only justin the bloody ass acting like he has tons of muscles at the back. all the rest just stand there and TWIST. i mean like, BORING. haha. should have seen the three of us. OMG. HAHAHA.

went up to the house. looked around. saw all my uncle and auntie's artworks. they are damn good artists mann! haha. cool. then ya just walked around their house see see then ya went home.

FUN DAY! haha i dunno why im actually like enjoying life when its time to MUG MUG AND MUG! arghh tree you are so screwed mann.

i still have about one quarter of history left. WHOLE of lit. three quarters of science. WHOLE OF MATHS. a bit of art. and dandt. screw it. i wonder what we are going to do for the dandt exam. i wonder who is gonna sit next to me! :)

okays i'll stop here. BYEBYE! :)

in a moment. everything can change.-

chewing gum!

2005-04-27T22:09:00.000-07:00

i havent been blogging in 1001 years. HEE. :)

my brother got this shock thingy. its like the chewing gum packet. then the gum packet sticking out. i pulled la i knew something would happen. i thought it was a cockroach. i mean in primary school we always have this thingy rightt. pull then the cockroach come out. then i pull, i had this terrible SHOCK. then i like go and pull again. then omg its like a very fast vibration that runs through my hand. omg its dam scary. its like ringing in my body now. as in my arm la. OMG.

my stupid brother and his dumb stuff. haha. but actually its quite cool la huh. :P

stayed back for maths remedial. started at like 2 and we went in at 2.45. nice and cold ava theatrette. however you spell it. haha. then we stayed till like 3.05 like that we left. i cant believe it. haha. like only 20 mins la. haiyooo. haha. miss nooryati rocks la. haha.

then after that went back with boon. went to siglap macs. then me and boon went home together. took 10. then 29.

well i watched tv. cant believe it. i must study!!

KIM WE HAVENT BOUGHT EMDD TIX! omg omg. its late. we wont get nice seats! haha. oh wells. seriously i have to admit it im really too short to see from the back. I WANNA SPOT THOSE 3 IDIOT LA. CHARLENE BOON AND SHERYL. OH! SIJIA TOO. ooo maybe binoculars will work. BAHAHA.

okays i shall stop here. byes!

uh huh, this my shit. all the girls stomp your feet like this-

the day that day the day

2005-04-15T00:58:00.000-07:00

ITS OVER. it was fine. cool. despite my oh so wonderful fall. okay fine not fall. erms tumble? whatever la. i dunno.

woke up at 10.15. omg sheryl called me at 6.15am la! i was like omgness. who in the world is that? omg she is such an idiot. she somemore ask me whether to wear pe or not if exempted. do i look like i know?! omg.

started getting ready at like 11. was scared i'll be late la. turn out i was super early. finished by 11.45. then ate a bit then went to parkway. both kim and kitty called ask to meet. went to meet kim sijia charlene and boon and kim's friend rina at mos. stayed for like a few minutes then went to bk find kitty alicia heather and amee. yeah. talked to them. told me what happened and all la. yes. they bathed in school! haha. funny.

then went back to mos cos i left my skirts with boon there. then went there they wanted to go. then sandy theora havent reached so ya. haha. i just walked with them. boon needed to buy her brother's present. i cant believe she bought the livestrong band thingy. the one from icelemontee. omg its like not veey nice. and she took pink and white. was teasing her that her brother was a sissy and wanted to buy the opiang woman's shoes which men maybe can wear. haha. looked at thongs at john little if im not wrong. gross. haha.

then at about 1 i went up with sandy and theora. went in the studio and ya miss lee helped us with the ballet shoes and hair. sandy's hair was like SOOO messy! omg. haha. it was so messy miss lee had to retie. haha. yes.

then quickly ran through the work. the examiner was going super fast. the girls were let out too early kinda thing. and what? she didnt wanna take her tea break! but lucky before mine she did take a small break. haha. was like sweating already. in my light blue leotard! haha. then at 2.50 like that went in.

she was like super early la! omg it was like so cold inside. haha. but i was sweating! haha. so lame. well ya just danced my heart out. haha. yes. okay class tmr. not dancing for 2.45 class but yes for 6.15 class. settled with germ already. okays im so sleepy. shall stop here.

- now hush little baby don’t you cry. everythings gonna be alright.

the day before the day

2005-04-14T00:18:00.000-07:00

charlene boon and sheryl left at 9 for their dance syf! so sad i was like a bloody loner. lucky have maLia! yayyy. haha.

all the main subjects today. was like falling asleep. maria laugh at me! cos apparently i looked funny when i was sleeping. idiot you know.

trng after school. didnt train cos of the sacred knee. haha. im not even suppose to dance for like on whole month. but i cant help it. i have to. EXAM IS TMR LA FUCK IT.

trng started at 3. left at 3.45 to parkway. reached yamaha and i was the first. so nice. there was like no one there. then sandy and theora came. changed and all then went in. miss lee wasnt even inside! but amelia and kelly were. so they guided us through everything. only did barre, centre and the dances. whoo im so scared. :(

class finish at about 5.30. was on the way down maybe go macs with sandy and theora for a while before going home myself la. then ya when i like just reach the first floor of yamaha, kim and pansiri were like walking past. haha. then ya sandy and theora left. so i stayed with them. WAS DAMN FREAKING HUNGRY. called ally. asked her to come and eat with me then later go home together then she say she dun want. haiyaa. so went to treats. pansiri ate some gross thing. okay maybe not gross. she buy then say it smells funny. so stupid. :)

then went macs. bought cheeseburger. stupid kim like almost had no more points left. i think it was like only 20 plus? haha. stupid. collect more! then we ate and stare into space then ya left at 6 plus la. kim left with joel. then i took bus with pansiri. she was being an idiot at the bus stop. she just doesnt wanna take 31 and walk that BIT and i dun wanna take 196 197 and walk that LOT. haiya ask her take 31 with me she say dun want. lazy. what an idiot. then we made a deal to take whatever bus that comes. both of us. AND 196 CAME. sighs. im not fated with 31. :(

she was like being some idiot on the bus. cos she looked through my entire wallet at macs i ask her let me see her wallet then she dun let. then she let me ransack her bag. took out like everything. she got a nice BIG roxy pencilbox! haha. coolness. nice! ya i wrote on her journal and on her lit book but still didnt find it in her bag. then after that i found out it was in her shoebag! then i took it and searched in the wrong compartment! bloody hell. then she managed to snatch it away from the compartment before i could touch it. what an idiot.

reached bedok. she took her 69. i called mum she say she can come fetch me. idiot right! then she call again say i take 2 to the bus stop then call her she come fetch me from there. then took 2. damn freaking tired in the bus. ahhh. then ya came back. my mum was like 'finally you decided to take back your bag. buy you a bag dun want to use. haiyooo' haha. she wasnt very happy with me changing bags with boon! haha. idiot.

THE EXAM IS FUCK IT TMR. IM SO SCARED. just picturing the studio. damn cold. lots of perfume. the examiner sitting on her red table blue chair. the curtains are down so i cant like look at sandy and all to make sure i have the correct leg in front.i just dont wanna screw it upp!! ahhhh. freaking scared. all i have to do is grin and pointe and grin and pointe. hope it works out the way i want it to. :/

tell yourself you wont screw it up tree.

okays shall stop here. byes!

- open up the part of you. that wants to hide away?

im so hott. KABOOM.

2005-04-13T23:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER!! :)

didnt do finish my painting at night. in the morning rushing with sheryl. boon and charlene so didnt help. WOW. they keep whispering and talking. haiya. very stupid LA. was painting throughout studyskills. stupid sheryl lost charlene's brush! haha. then we went back to the netball court there to find cannot find. met kim who was obviously late again. then i gave her the aeroplane! haha. YAY. i like my aeroplane. :)

art was fun. was kinda like a free period. do nothing. then somemore miss firhana very dun care us only when we really get over noisy la. then ya charlene came over to me and maria table then ya talked la. boon was like painting the holes in her stockings for dance. haha so dumb. :/ then talked to miss firhana. boon and her "im so hot. -puts finger on bum. sssssssssss" then charlene will be like "im hotter mann. -puts finger on bum. KABOOM!" HAHA. they are damn lame la. i was like mine no need use finger touch already SO HOT until explode on my own. HAHA. so bloody lame mann. haha miss firhana is funny mann! haha.

science was erms okay la. recess sheryl was like not sitting with the gang at our table. haiya.

then had english summary test. was rushing to finish la. oh my goodness fail already la. ahhh. i cant do summary! i need practice.

ohp was like not working during history AGAIN. its like mostly mrs teo's class that it happens. besides science la. haha. poor mrs teo! so not fated mann. :D HAHA.

lit was okay. was like drawing all over my poetry book. i like my stupid drawings! okay im so lame. miss nansi was like playing weird songs for us to hear from her ipod. 70s! and she is like not old. haha. weird la. :/

then was IT. me charlene and boon went toilet. to be late for that class a bit la. then when we went back fern was like on my chair. then mr samuel was like go and get a chair both of you. then me and boon took two chairs each and sat on both. haha. felt so MARIA. TALL! haha. then before we started he threatened us by saying if we go and do other stuff like blogs, email and sfogs, i will report you to the hod like what happened to 2/5 earlier on. haha. stupid. not knowing that cannot me and boon sheryl and fern went to schooldna! played the maths game! damn exciting. HAH. so lame. then he came up to us. you play somemore i go and tell your hod. haha. oops. haha schooldna is so fun. :)

after school sheryl's mum came to talk to us. yeah. things happen. :/

then went to find people. found kitty ally all in our level toilet. but they all told me they going celebrate heather's birthday so ya i went to meet kim. met her at the bus stop. before that letchmi was like talking to me. HAH. so funny. kim was disturbing this girl in the bus. her hairband was like falling off her head and she was sleeping. kim wanted to pull it off. then when it was her stop she went to really pull it off. i was like laughing so much and i didnt dare to look back at her. HAH. :))

then went to kim's house cos she wanted to change. oh my goodness damn funny. all her pictures are like damn funny! she look damn spasticated!! haha. i like the ballet photo! so spastic!! and there was also the star wars one. OMG i couldnt stop laughing. kim you fit the star wars outfit mann. HAHA!

then went to macs. stopped by at kiddy palace and isetan. bought the same winnie the pooh file! haha. damn cute. stupid kim and her tigger. she MUST have a file with tigger on it. haha. ate a bit. did my maths hw. she was like teaching me cos i wasnt fully listening in class. haha. what an idiot. oh my goodness the JU ZI. so ugly!! haiya whatever you call it la. its just stupid.

then about 5.45 left macs. she walked up with me. idiot right! 8 flights of steps. haha. damn dumb to go up. really waste her time. haha. then ya i went to change with shaan and jiajia. all three of us were late together. haha. yes.

class was fine. my knee is like getting better. maybe i never really strain it alot nowadays. its recovering! but i still cannot really jump properly. haiyaa. exam on friday!! im freaking scared.

jocelyn's group today. asked amanda all about it. she told me some stuff and i dun like what she told me!! three quarters if it is like bad news. omg im like damn scared. i wanna like sprain my ankle or something so i dun need to go in for exam! haiya what shitt am i talking?? :/

fuck it im damn scared. just thinking of it makes me scared! the ringing of the bell. go in. then i screw up the whole of barre. then move on to centre. i dance even worse. then i fail! things like that go through my mind. AHHH. what the hell. :(

the whole world like wants to go out on friday after run for fund. and i cant! sorry charlene and boon! i cannot la. ballet exam leh! :P

tmr got trng and class. it clashes! damn it. i dunno what to do la. irritating. i think im not gonna train. cos i also have to leave at 3.45 right. then im gonna say my knee thingy. then just watch. 3.45 i'll go! yes thats it. then good i dun need to bring shoes and pe. haha. yayness. okays. :)

okay its a loong entry. byes!

- The real me is a southern girl with her Levis on and an open heart

i want to go kcp!! :/

2005-04-12T19:49:00.000-07:00

suppose to go to kcp yesterday!! but then went to market with kim and sijia instead. we were like looking for charlene and boon all over in school and they were ALSO at the market eating prata. hahaha. charlene and her curry. :)

then we went to buy meepok. boon they all left. charlene stayed with us cos she was too early. omg kim said what THE CROWS HERE ARE BIG. then sijia said she heard THE CROWS EARS ARE BIG. then we told charlene when she came back from buying our drinks then she was like WHAT? CROWS GOT NO EARS MEH?! omg so stupid!! :)))

then pansiri joined us. kim bluff her say she was with sijia ONLY and she eating CHWEE KUEH. haha. what an idiot. haha. then when charlene says stupid things we all will burst out laughing and pansiri was like trying to control. omg constipated. hahha! charlene is like damn dumb. she came up with some super cheem joke. i didnt get it. all of us didnt. then charlene was like the only one laughing. somemore at her own joke! i started laughing like shitt AT her and not at her joke. and i kept saying I DUN GET IT I DUN GET IT. and i was laughing till my tears come out. OMG LAME. it was damn funnny. damn funn! we didnt even eat finish our meepok la! laugh toooo much!! i only like ate 2 mouths. hahh!! haha market rocks la! :)

then went to the bus stop. sijia charlene and pansiri were at the opposite side. then charlene left first. then me and kim tried to play hide and seek behind the boards and she pushed me off the ledge thingy cos she tripped! omg i almost died. stupid kim. :/ haha. then when charlene left pansiri and sijia also played hide and seek with us. they were hiding behind the bush. then kim was like HOW COME THE BUSH GOT FOUR LEGS? oh my goodness superrr funny! hahaha!!

got on 31. sijia and pansiri were like still hiding. so retarded! haha. then ya kim dropped at some ulu place only got factories one. haha. retarded. then i was a loner. but kim's weird friend talked to me abit. she is like so weird! :/

today was saddening. boon charlene and sheryl are like still quarrelling la. not any better today. then ya sheryl cried again. haiya many problems la. then boon had like migrain however you spell it. haha. then ya she vomited so many times. then she decided to go home. so poor thing! i stayed with her in the office till pc was over. hahah. yay. just talked and talked to her. she is a problem child.

sheryl's mum came again after school. saw her talking to charlene. so went over talked for a while but had to go cos had english remedial. dumb shitt. it was so dumb. tried to listen. but thought of other things. then after that went to see the dance girls in the gym. they had like tree branches drew on their faces and they had to burn their stockings. sijia's looked like cheese!! haha. oh my goodness it was damn funny. then fad went to buy a drink. walked out. maria waited for her mum at the opposire bus stop. fad met afeeek. so i was a loner again. hahaha. took bus home. damn tired la! :/

ahhhhh fuck it ballet exam on friday!! fuck it im soooo scared. natasha had hers today. SHE HAD TO TELL ME HAVE EXAM IN THE MORNING BETTER. mine is at 3pm!!!! fuck it. make things worse!! :(

REINA!! i like limpy! limpy is the name. bumpy is the surname. lumpy is the middle name. oooo yay! love you reina!! :)))

- step by step. heart to heart. left right left. we all fall down.

green pouch. HAHA.

2005-04-04T00:34:00.000-07:00

classes as normal. boringg. :/

kim and sijia came by the class again. haha. throwing tissues at charlene! i'll never pee with them around mann. hahaha. :)

had my interview today. so irritating they had to start from the back and i am right at the back. haha. well it was okay la. she just asked questions and all. quite boring la. haha. yeah.

then met kim, sijia, charlene and alicia in the canteen. ohmygoodness! chocolate pao!! hha. inside joke. :)

went parkway cos kim and charlene being retarded farts wanted their pouches. haha. sijia left us. she had to go home. so she toko her 55 and we took 196. went to isetan, kiddy palace! haha. couldnt find a nice pouch. saw a green tigger one in isetan. ohmygoodness so chou! haha. a green tigger please! haha. i still like the tm one. :)

went kiddy palace. haha. so saddd this one dun have powder and dunno what thing la. i would have put it on kim! haha. maybe on charlene's head too. :D

then went to ice lemon tee cos me and kim needed earrings. ended up we bought five. the four of us and kim bought for sijia. ohhh finally earstuds. earrings for so long. haha. then ya went back. charlene took bus. kim took cab. haha. the stupid taxi driver looked like he wanted to eat kim up. haha. then kim msged me and i was like he will rape you before i do. WAHAHHA. stupid taxi driver so kpo and all. some are really annoying. trying to be nice and all then end up so irritating. haha. poor kim. :D

shall stop here. byeees. :)

not much has changed but they lived underwater.-

outing with kim, sijia and char!

2005-04-02T11:31:00.000-08:00

ABBY IS BACK FROM AUS!

woke up a nine. so tired. cos was still talking with kim and sijia and charlene till like 12.30. i was tired. charlene sleep so early! stupid girl. haha. we were like still wondering whether to go out with the two dummays or not. haha.

well after tuition i confirmed to go. met the three of them at macs. in tm. haha. yeah. then we sat there. kim was being gross. haha. she go and mix the curry sauce and all onto her lemon and ate it. gross. went toilet. stupid kim thought the dry HAND thing was to dry HAIR. how dumb. she tried to put her hair in it. haha. went out of the toilet then suddenly charlene like kinda screamed. haha. cos she tripped over a small boy sitting on the floor reading a book. haha. so farny.

then we went to toys r us. were like being crazy there. throwing toy cars at each other. sijia didnt catch one. it dropped on the floor. haha. ooo the toy horn! sijia was like saying she will buy it and in the morning make the noise say attention?! what a retarded child. haha. and oh! i think she is shorter then me. HAHA.

then walked around a bit more then went to take neoprints. yupp. omg! the fat woman! "wo yao da da zhang de. ke yi nian de." HAHA. so dumb. she was so kaypoh. look at other people's neoprints. so irritating. charlene was like if she sees ours she scold her or something. haha. charlene is dumb. OH! the girl who had hair coming out of her mouth! hahaha. so dumb! HAHA.

then after that charlene had to go already. got the neos. cut and all then charlene had to go. kim and sijia said they will stay there and watch movie. then we went out. NO TAXI!! so irritating! then after that kim called me say she also wanna come to parkway with me and charlene. when finally got taxi, kim and sijia werent there yet!so ya charlene left and i stayed there. haha. and it was already 2.40. class was at 2.45. luckily jocelyn called me say miss lee will open the door late. then kim and sijia were like asking me to pon class. talked to jocelyn about it and decided to pon la. i felt sooooo bad.

OH! when i was on the phone with jocelyn, they let abby talk to me. i didnt know she was back! i thought they were bluffing me! i felt so bad for asking her to like pass the phone to jocelyn. sighs.

then ya i met up with kim and sijia. COULDNT FINE THEM AT FIRST. running here and there. haha. so dumb. then they say go and watch movie. then got no movie. so ya we went to cafe cartel. damn farny la there. haha. after that went to somewhere and put make up on kim! haha she was like so ugly so ugly!! haha.

then went to arcade. saw some superr zai people on the para para thingy. and the para para you do with your feet. haha. so cool. then sijia met her friend there so ya. the friend offered to pay for the taxi back to parkway and to kim's house. was kinda early. kim asked us go her house. sijia couldnt. so ya in the end none of us went.

in the taxi we were like all very quiet. guess we were tired. haha. kim was like sleeping. haha. sijai still msg msg. haha. I WASNT TALKING TO MYSELF. haha. kim went home and then me sijia and her friend went parkway. sijia and her friend went to delifrance. i went up yamaha. met the rest. missed the sonata guy. shitt. brought the 100 bucks for nothing. my knee was giving me shitt so didnt dance. yupp.

we like had a reunion! haha. abby and elaine was back! haha. we were like that big happy family again. went to treats to kinda celebrate. was damn superr hungry. haha.

okay thats it. it was a funn day. haha. yeah.

i think im falling down down down down. -

happy april fools!

2005-04-01T00:10:00.000-08:00

oooo elaine is back! haha yayyy. went out with her and reina on thursday. which is yesterday. yeahhh. haha. watched eye 10. reina was being an idiot. screaming when it wasnt even scary. stupid girl. want to watch and so scared. haha. well took prints, sat at burger king, caught up on school life! and oh i koped reina's foolscap. haha. sac! i like. haha. i miss you already elaine! must come back again!

got orchid today. last lesson. dunno whether to be happy or not. i will miss the bus trips there! the whole netball group will be like having so much fun. me, ally, sam, maLia, pearlyn, gen, sonia and erny. yayyy. haha. gen and sonia couldnt stop screaming the lyrics of their join-our-gen-and-sonia-drama-club-today song. so dumb. ahah. i was actually sitting beside them. trying my best to read my "how to relief stress and pressures" book. haha. yayyy. i asked marilyn to read she ask me go away. HAH.

actually i really enjoy orchid. i like all the experiments. just that that fishing place was where i lost my phone and cost me a friend. bahhh. well today had like a quiz. kind of a test but in groups. haha. gen was being stupid with the answers. and oh! we won a prize. haha.

singing in the bus non stop! thanks to maLia's ipod. haha. but i dunno many of her songs. heh. so farny one.

i should have brought my cammmm. i didnt take enough pix of that place! sighs. haha. nvm stephanie said we can go there and work for her! help her cut parafilm, however you spell it, and help her pack test tubes. HAHA.

boon go and give kim and sijia the sex book. so stupid! haha. ally and maLia were like reading it. i dunno how the hell you all can read. haha. so gross. haha.

i dunno whats going on tmr! ah siao! you never msg me!! what to do? go check my knee? hahaha. i dunno la.

and kim, please lor mine is like NICER and COLOURFUL-ER. haha. TOO BAD. you sure lose to me wan. haha.

sijia gossip gossip. HAHA.

ah siao. go and die you lazy pigg. sleep sleep sleep. how tmr?!

boon you poor girl. pity ya! love ya! :D and dun worry gaya will help you solve your problem. fad wont kill la. she aint like that wan.

ally you poor girl. i know who takes the same bus as you every morning! haha.

melisa thanks for the skirt! :D

she was looking kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb
in a shape of an "L" on her forehead. -

easter!

2005-03-29T23:15:00.000-08:00

easter is over. haha. angel was nabila. yupp. haha. well it was fun. we ai ni ah cecilia! haha. my mortal! yayy.

had english remedial today. mann it was boring.

had pe today. we are like the only class who havent been on the 2.4 route la. everytime rain. haha.

recess was fun. we had no table. 4/3 took them. ALL 3. haha. well the ones who ate like sat on the floor and ate. haha. i like brownies :)

wrote my brother something for him in his notebook which is filled with 'i love basketball' so lamee. haha. i found a nice new page and wrote

TO : SIDNEY TEO
sidney
rhymes
with
kidney. :)

bet you knew that :)

HAHA. :)
your beloved sister, theresa :)

he tore it immediately. sighs. hahaha. :)

and its fun taking his stuff cos he doesnt know. he thinks he lost them. i took his ruler once. but i lost it in school. and just now i took his liquid and pen. he doesnt even know. haha. so dumb.

i let him read the poem about him in the poetry book. haha. he was so amazed. he laughed. and insisted me on letting him read more. HAHA.

i still have study skills, art and history. coach luke will complain to mrs helen lie. how nice. i dun even know how to do it. argh.
miss firhana is so gonna kill for art. i dun have the drawing pen! its okay! there is always a tmr morning.
and mrs teo socks wound is crap.

trng tmr. and ballet. my bag and shoe bag is gonna be stuffed with things AGAIN. i dun like wednesdays. :(

shall stop here! byeeeeee. :)

wo aii nii wOrx! BUAHAHHAA.

i'll take you to the candyshop-

the wedding! haha.

2005-03-25T00:50:00.000-08:00

today is the wedding! haha. my father's cousin'd wedding. haha. i like the bride. so pretty. :D

haha spent like super long to get ready. haha. we put make up! haha so dumb!

well it was okay la overall. i want some more! so fun! :D

haha i cant put back my earring. pissing off. argh.

and oh i like bubble lifts at the wedding place. haha. my cousin was like damn amazed by it la. haha.

tmr me and boon wanna go shop for some nice thing to buy for our mortals. haha. just before ballet. yupp.

got tuition at 9.30. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i dun wanna wake up early. :(

okays shall stop here. byes!

i dun wanna be told to grow up-

2005-03-24T00:08:00.000-08:00

school as normal. freaking nose giving me trouble. kept sneezing. non stop.

had dc from anne leong cos i forgot to bring my book. how irritating is that?

ended up watching charlie and the chocolate factory by the drama instead. fun dc. haha.

stayed back with ally and charmain. watched the dance club girls dance. i dun even think they were dancing seriously. haha. they play play wan lor. haha.

oh we played mess each others hair. me boon sheryl ally and sijia. haha. we just pulled and messed. haha.

talking with miss firhana is fun. haha. she is one big kok head. hahaha.

mum msged me when i was in school whether we wanted to go to kfc for dinner. haha. duh! im sick of eating at home. haha. went to the kallang one! the one near kallang netball. so much memories! :)))

then went cousins house. came back a while ago. the three of us fighting for computer. i get it first then sidney then deb. haha. yeah. i gotta rush sid aint happy! hahah. im taking much toooo long.

and oh emergency thingy was fun. they turned it into a dance performance. haha. calling people to go up to dance is fun. well boon was so poor thing. :D i like their tissue box. and i dunno what that the twothree twofour group was making fun of. haha. it was fun.

amanda ho chong ching's birthday was on tuesday! and wednesday was natasha! as in natasha macintyre. i didnt get them anything. shittt. :(

okays i think i should stop here. byes! :)

so shut up shut up shut up dun wanna hear it-

open house sucked.

2005-03-19T03:09:00.000-08:00

open house today. was sewing in the morning. haha. my character skirt and all la. yeah. haha.

screwed up everything. the whole world was like making me laugh. my mum says i laugh too much. sighs.

well went to get my skirt from parkway. and got a tee too. then went to grandma's. i like the soup! nice and hot! :)

was disturbing my poor little cousin by putting cards down his back. we were like having so much fun! haha. but he was about to cry. so we stopped. haha. we shall do it again mann. haha.

well today sucked big time. i hate this open house for the rest of my life. :(

left history homework! argh. just keep dragging on and on. monday to tuesday, tuesday to wednesday. wednesday to thursday. thursday to friday. today no time. argh. i'll neverbe able to do it mann. shit. :/

i need people to talk to mann. i've got troubles. cant trust no one no more. sighs. :(

baby class! open house tmr!

2005-03-18T03:34:00.000-08:00

woke up early. had tuition! yupp.

watched till disc 12 of the chinese thingy. ahha. its nice! cant wait to finish watching. thanks deb for telling me the ending. i love you for that. -rolls eyes

deb: i watched finish! i shall tell you the ending.
tree: no dun! please!
deb: okay okay relax. stupid selena la spoiled the fun for me cos she told me the ending got a car crash. OOPS.
tree: argh.

she is such an ass. i have an ass for a sister! haha. deb you are an ass.

well went for class again today! tmr open house so todays class is a must go. haha. yes. well yupp. so ya after class was adabelle's class' open house. we stayed to watch. then their open house dragged on to the baby class time so me kitty germ and mel had to teach them!! omg it was damn fun. haha. the little kids were so cute. there was one who cried cos she was scared to do The Human Wheelbarrow. hahah. damn cute la. well had to walk around the class asking them to point their toes. omg how cute is that?! i wanna teach again. being a baby class teacher rocks. i was having fun mann. hah. :) doing london bridge and twinkle twinkle little star again is fun. hahaha. :)

well yupp. then now im home. sid and deb were having pillow fight just now. innocent me watching. haha. thats how lame the three of us are. me and the two people i actually grew up with. HAH.

well schools starting in two days. have been dancing the WHOLE WEEK. everyday mann. its pretty cool huh. haha.

well i didnt go out to boogeyman with sheryl charlene gaya fad and maria. well stuff came up. haha. yes. well i still wanna watch it! anyone wanna go with me? heee. :)

okay i still left history. its write long story work! i hate that. how i wish i could type it out. but i shant. haha. okays open house tmr. begged my mum not to go to watch me dance but she wants to. shit la. before that she didnt wanna go. why suddenly change. haiya. she will like compare me to the others and say i dance like shit. i hate that. its like comparing my results to my nerd cousins results. pissing off. sighs. :(

okays i better sleep early. yupp. byes!

new blog again! haha.

2005-03-18T02:10:00.000-08:00

new blog again. lots have been happening and i havent been blogging. i lost my phone. but got a new one again. i lost a friend too. well... its all over. im gonna forget it ALL. HAH.

its like already the holidays. well im like dancing everyday. went out too la. yupp. and oh my results like sucked. well maybe a should have the habit of at least blogging more frequent. haha. cos my blog will go STALE. wahahaha. oh wells.

hope you all like this template! a bit weird la but who cares. haha. okays bye. :)